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| Post 271.
What do you say, would you marry me today? The moon would gush all inside out. And my nightmare would go away. What do you say? Would you devote yourself today?
The blood collects and flushes out your cheekbones, I've got this secret garden, and you are the only one who knows.
I'm seriously contemplating chewing off my tongue, to prevent from screaming out your name in these endless nights to come.
A makeshift remedy serum is injected into my veins, as we're counting down the minutes to when my ailment will strike again. The dynamite is strapped to my chest, it seems the only answer as they pace back and forth with anxiousness.
Paranoia is hunting you and all these dirty looks, they are right on cue. You're full up to the brim with that he said, she said trash. You exist behind your keyboard, then you're gone in a flash.
Please tell me you're just feeling tired, 'cause if its more, than I fear I might break out of touch, out of time.
  
  
So what if your friends think I'm crazy? Well, I wasn’t trying to impress those girls anyway. They're all theory, no action. And where I'm from, we live like the latest attraction.
And if it comes to murder, don't tell and we wont ask you how you sleep at night when the lights go out and you're all alone.
I knew him well when he was seventeen, now he's a man and he'll be dead by Christmas.
Then drag my corpse through the cities I never got to visit, promise, don't let me miss it.
Can we talk this over, at least just for tonight? I asked myself one hundred times, why did we even bother? Why did we even try? But I miss you more than I did before. I showed you my heart and you showed me the door. Your subtle hands, I'm catching wind, how insincere are your finger prints.
The speakers are shaking, why do I hear you okay? They're playing soul at the wrong speed. What are you doing to me?
  
  
POLL:
What do you do to save the environment?
I use my own bags at the grocery store, I use energy-conserving lightbulbs and I recycle whenever possible.
Favorite quote? Icon?
Quote: #s 3, 4, 7, 11. Especially 11. I relate to it so much right now.
Icon: #s 4, 5, 8, 12.
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| So sorry its been forever since I updated! A lot of shit going down in my life right now. But I'll be at least semi-active from now on. :] I got a nice new computer so no more running out of quotes! Oh and if any of you know a great photography site, send me any one you like! You can tell by my icons what I like, probably, and even if its not something I normally post, send it to me anyway. I've lost all my photography I'd collected over the years on my old computer. So I'm trying to
Post 270.
Does she even know what she wants?
Or am I looking like a fool?
And does she even know what she lost?
I guess she took me for what she could.
Tell me, tell me why the sun is shining out here in Jersey,
when you are nowhere near.
It’s easier to say I had this all figured out,
I guess I’m sorry is just too subtle for now.
Time has told me, you are a rare, rare find. A troubled cure for a troubled mind. And time has told me not to ask for more, for someday our ocean will find its shore.
Blow the dust off the clock. Your watches are behind the times. Throw open the heavy curtains which are so dear to you - you do not even suspect that the day has already dawned outside.
She said I love to watch you sleep and hear the secrets that you keep. And I remember what my father told me. He said stay strong and don't forget to call. But don't ever come back at all.
I was seven years old when I watched the world fall down. I can't remember, but I like the way it sounds. I never realized that kids like me grow up in war, so I thought my life was hard until you told me yours. And if they sky should fall and break you up while it hits the ground, you won't ever let life go. Won't ever let you go. Just follow the lights home.
  
  
What do you say, would you marry me today? The moon would gush all insid e out. And my nightmare would go away. What do you say? Would you devote yourself today?
The blood collects and flushes out your cheekbones, I've got this secret garden, and you are the only one who knows.
I'm seriously contemplating chewing off my tongue, to prevent from screaming out your name in these endless nights to come.
A makeshift remedy serum is injected into my veins, as we're counting down the minutes to when my ailment will strike again. The dynamite is strapped to my chest, it seems the only answer as they pace back and forth with anxiousness.
Paranoia is hunting you and all these dirty looks, they are right on cue. You're full up to the brim with that he said, she said trash. You exist behind your keyboard, then you're gone in a flash.
Inhale, & exhale, inhale & exhale. I am a fucking machine.
  
  
POLL:
Who as a person(s) have influenced you the most in life?
Mine would probably be my dad and my mom.
Favorite quote: # 1.
Icon: # 3, 6, 9, & 12, because it made me smile on more than one occasion.
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| Post 269.
Come and lay right on my bed, sit and drink some wine. I'll try not to make you cry. And if you'd get inside my head, then you'd understand. Then you'd understand me, why I've felt so alone, why I kept myself from love.
Attention, all of my worst critics
who were once the best of friends.
You're all just crows on the power lines.
"The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. Because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. Stone crumbles. Wood rots. People, well, they die. But things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on.”
-Chuck Palahniuk
I feel fine enough, I guess,
considering everything's a mess.
If I packed a car to leave this town,
who'll notice that I'm not around?
Even though it's been a long time,
I remember it like it was yesterday.
I'll never forget about it.
I hope you don't either.
Our legs begin to break. We've walked this path for far too long, my lungs, they start to ache. But still we carry on. I'm choking on my words like I got a noose around my neck. I can't believe it's come to this. And dear, I fear that this ship is sinking tonight.
  
  
I really think I'm going to be sick. I want to throw it all up; the fear, the impatient waiting, how isolated I feel while sitting next to someone, the uncertainty and the realization that you could be one more person I missed the chance to say goodbye to.
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Your skin and bones turn into something beautiful. And you know for you, I'd bleed myself dry. Look at the stars, look how they shine for you, and all the things you do.
I don't know what I want to do with my life.
I don't know what I want right now.
All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me.
And one day, there won't be any of me left.
I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can never be fixed, and this is something that nobody ever tells you when you are young, and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older and you see people in your life break, one by one.
I'm going to spend my nights either sleepless,
or dreaming of you. Who wants a life full of lost
adolescence filled with regrets and antidepressants?
I have said it before, and you know that I meant it.
You're all I ever want to know,
and I'm not going to let that go.
I'm terrified that I can't recollect the faces,
that once kept me warm.
Time takes its toll on me.
I used to be so obvious with my words.
But at least I was honest.
  
  
POLL:
Who is your favorite actor and actress?
Actor: Johnny Depp. Actress: Drew Barrymore, Christina Ricci and Angelina Jolie.
Favorite quote? Icon?
Quote: #s 1, 2, 5, 8, 10, 11, 12.
Icon: #s 1, 3, 5, 6.
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| Sorry if you don't like traditional quotes; I'll be back to my normal kind of poetry/lyric quotes next update.
Post 268.
"I put all my genius into my life; I put only my talent into my works."
-Oscar Wilde
"I never fall apart because I never fall together."
-Andy Warhol
"If love was enough, I'd wrap it around you.
If love was enough, you'd stay."
-Graham Colton
"Hell is empty. All the devils are here."
-William Shakespeare
"Some people never go crazy. What truly horrible lives they must live."
-Charles Bukowski
"Seven beers followed by two scotches and a thimble of marijuana and its funny how sleep comes all on its own."
-David Sedaris<3
  
  
It's been a while since I saw you here.
I don't remember you saying goodbye.
-Vertical Horizon
"When you put your child on top of the car next to your coffee, that's a child left behind."
-Jon Stewart
"Truth is everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for."
-Bob Marley
"A friend is someone who gives you total freedom to be yourself."
-Jim Morrison
You abandoned me
Love don't live here anymore
Just a vacancy
Love don't live here anymore.
You said my heart sounded like a payphone in the rain;
distorted, distant, scrambled, and desperate.
  
  
POLL:
Did you do anything fun for summer?
I hung out with my friends a lot and finally took my GED test. That wasn't fun, but I'm looking forward to getting the results back. :]
Favorite quote? Icon?
Quote: #s 3, 4, 6, 7, 8, 9.
Icon: #s 3, 4, 5, 6, 8, 9.
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| This isn't a fantastic post - my computer is messed up so I'm using what's on my mom's, but I should be up and running with my computer by wednesday or thursday.
Post 267.
Time has told me, you are a rare, rare find. A troubled cure for a troubled mind. And time has told me not to ask for more, for someday our ocean will find its shore.
Blow the dust off the clock. Your watches are behind the times. Throw open the heavy curtains which are so dear to you - you do not even suspect that the day has already dawned outside.
She said I love to watch you sleep and hear the secrets that you keep. And I remember what my father told me. He said stay strong and don't forget to call. But don't ever come back at all.
I was seven years old when I watched the world fall down. I can't remember, but I like the way it sounds. I never realized that kids like me grow up in war, so I thought my life was hard until you told me yours. And if they sky should fall and break you up while it hits the ground, you won't ever let life go. Won't ever let you go. Just follow the lights home.
What do you say, would you marry me today? The moon would gush all inside out. And my nightmare would go away. What do you say? Would you devote yourself today?
The blood collects and flushes out your cheekbones, I've got this secret garden, and you are the only one who knows.
  
  
I knew him well when he was seventeen, now he's a man and he'll be dead by Christmas.
Then drag my corpse through the cities I never got to visit, promise, don't let me miss it.
The speakers are shaking, why do I hear you okay? They're playing soul at the wrong speed. What are you doing to me?
And this old highway seems to understand, leading me on to somewhere that no one knows my name. I got the window rolled down; I got the radio up. I'm doing all that I can to get my mind off us.
Paint the wall your favorite shade of blue, I hope all your dreams come true. And I will renew and I won't waste your time anymore. Finally, put a lock on our closed door.
Almost started bawling right there, but she punched my shoulder and said, "Relax kid, that's what this place is. We're all being stood up by someone."
  
  
Favorite quote? Icon?
Quote: #s 3, 6, 10, 11, 12.
Icon: #8.
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