You know how you're watching a movie, and you kind of already know how it's gonna end, but you watch it anyway, just because? Well, that's how it was with you. I knew it was only a matter of time, that it was gonna come out sooner or later. I knew how it was going to end. But I went on with it. I kept feeling the way I did because as selfish as it sounds it made me happy. You made me happy. Now though.. you're gone, and I have no-one to turn to. Would I take it all back if I had the chance? Yes, I would. If I could do it all over again I'd wish never to have met you at all. Because no matter how happy I was at the time, in the end all you left me with was pain.

[2.]

I always thought you'd come back. I thought that we would always be, well, us. We'd say some things, you would leave but you'd always come around. You always did. But this time.. this time you turned your back and left, with not even a glance back at the mess you left behind. This time it was different. You never came back. And well as much as I hate to admit it I miss you. Look at what you've done.

[3.]

Ever felt alone? I mean sure there are so many people out there who love and care for you, but have you ever stopped, looked out at everyone around you and just felt... alone? Ever longed for something just out of your reach, something that was once so close within your touch; ever wanted something you knew was, is, and never will be, yours?

[4.]

I wrote you a letter. I spilled it all, pen to paper, no regrets. But I never gave it to you. Because I realized that nothing I could ever say would bring you back to me. Because, you can't make someone care when they don't. You can't force a feeling; you can't make someone stay when all they want to do is leave.

[5.]

She had a history of killing herself, I had a habit of dying. I think she gave me something to live for, I guess I helped her pass time.