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Post 263.
I don't think I really understand you and I can't see why I'd ever want to. Sometimes I wonder if I really did love you. Or maybe I just loved what I thought you were, what I merely wanted you to be. I was so blind, I couldn't open my eyes and see the truth of what you really were. And maybe if I did see you for what you were, I wouldn't have loved you as much as I did. I've fallen victim to my greatest fear. The calendar marks that I lost a whole year. Three-sixty-five, barely alive. Grace took her good natured time to arrive. In the meadow where the black breeze blows, where underneath the waves, you were most alone. Can you hear a subtle, aching tone? Part of me wishes we were like goldfish. They only have a 3-second memory. That way I would never remember who you were or what you did to me. You’d just be this person I kept seeing, but never knew. It’s four in the morning and I’m turning in my bed. I wish I had a dream or a nightmare in my head so I drop my imagination and get some sleeping done. Now it’s five in the morning and I’m wishing it was one.
You give me miles and miles of mountains and I asked for the sea. I tried to tell you before I left but I was screaming under my breath You are the only thing that makes sense; just ignore all this present tense. -Snow Patrol I don't want to start any blasphemous rumors but I think that God has a sick sense of humor. And when I die, I expect to find him laughing. Hearts falling like kites on a windless day You bring me up so I'm flying high and let me plummet until I hit a solid ground, wishing we could be together without the crash and burn. “Everyone is a moon, and has a dark side which he never shows to anybody.” - Mark Twain I hope this makes you happy now that the flame we had is burning out.
 
POLL: Are you truly happy? Happy meaning what it means, not completely content with your life, but happy?
No.
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