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Come and lay right on my bed, sit and drink some wine. I'll try not to make you cry. And if you'd get inside my head, then you'd understand. Then you'd understand me, why I've felt so alone, why I kept myself from love.
Attention, all of my worst critics
who were once the best of friends.
You're all just crows on the power lines.
"The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. Because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. Stone crumbles. Wood rots. People, well, they die. But things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on.”
-Chuck Palahniuk
I feel fine enough, I guess,
considering everything's a mess.
If I packed a car to leave this town,
who'll notice that I'm not around?
Even though it's been a long time,
I remember it like it was yesterday.
I'll never forget about it.
I hope you don't either.
Our legs begin to break. We've walked this path for far too long, my lungs, they start to ache. But still we carry on. I'm choking on my words like I got a noose around my neck. I can't believe it's come to this. And dear, I fear that this ship is sinking tonight.
  
  
I really think I'm going to be sick. I want to throw it all up; the fear, the impatient waiting, how isolated I feel while sitting next to someone, the uncertainty and the realization that you could be one more person I missed the chance to say goodbye to.
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Your skin and bones turn into something beautiful. And you know for you, I'd bleed myself dry. Look at the stars, look how they shine for you, and all the things you do.
I don't know what I want to do with my life.
I don't know what I want right now.
All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me.
And one day, there won't be any of me left.
I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can never be fixed, and this is something that nobody ever tells you when you are young, and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older and you see people in your life break, one by one.
I'm going to spend my nights either sleepless,
or dreaming of you. Who wants a life full of lost
adolescence filled with regrets and antidepressants?
I have said it before, and you know that I meant it.
You're all I ever want to know,
and I'm not going to let that go.
I'm terrified that I can't recollect the faces,
that once kept me warm.
Time takes its toll on me.
I used to be so obvious with my words.
But at least I was honest.
  
  
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